Lost in the Woods

I am sitting here at the Seatac Airport stressed out. The great thing is that the only reason I am able to post this without logging in with my Crackberry is because Goggle has given free Wi-Fi to the Airport travelers till January 15th. Now do not get me wrong, free is free, but considering the last few weeks and our current airport meltdowns due to Umar Abdulmutallab‘s extremely bizarre and completely idiotic act of attempted bombing on that Detroit flight with him flying in from Yemen, I believe we should have free wi-fi. Not just now, but from now on. I had to get up at the crack of dawn, be at the curb, check my bag because I came back with more than I left with, make it through security and than board a subterranean train to get to the satellite gates for Alaskan Airlines! The funny thing is that my two carry-on bags consist of one laptop case and my new sewing machine my mother gave me for Christmas!

The other reason for being freaked out is the weather in Fairbanks! Though we have  not had a true -40 degree weather it is still close. Weatherbug.com is saying it is -36.9 with the windchill. The other channels keep saying it is not even -30 degrees. Who knows. All I know is I screwed up and did not wear a nice layer of clothing. Thank goodness I packed gloves and my mom and dad bought me this bad ass cashmere and silk scarf AND that I have my Carhart jacket! so I can make it for the 8 mile trip. The other thing is, I did not smoke the whole time I was on my vacation and now I want one so badly but I do not want to give in and smoke again. Why lose what I can have as a gain, without a New Years resolution. The only problem with be Geoff smoking. I wish he had quit when I had.

Anyway the plane is about to get read to board, and I need to find a bathroom before I get on, and power this down till they let me take it out again. Who knows perhaps I will just watch my iPod.

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and New Year! It is time for a new wonderful year of 2010!

I am faced with the fact I am falling apart, even though this cuban food is really making me feel better. School started today and I was to overwhelmed to even focus. I am freaking out about my Continental Literature class.. UGH… on top of finishing an incomplete in a MONTH! AHHHHH

I lost it last night. Drank for no reason other than nerves and I had xanax in my system.

I really screwed up. I cannot even tell you way. Speculating yes… i am freaked about making through this semester. The reading is going to be intense.

I just felt the need to post that things are not going well… time for another doctor visit!

• freezing and excited about getting my license on thursdsay! Thanks Dad #
• missed the mteor shower. fell asleep snuggled in his arms. Still sick and has to remeber to turn her ringer off at night #
• watching 300 while I try to recover from this crude!! #
• proving i can tweet from the crackberry by going to their website just for you nino! #
• celibrating Geoff's birthday nine is on Sunday! yay #
• stalker #
• Futurama time that shower made me feel so much better no more body aches!! #
• watching more Harry Potter and liking ATT more and more! #
• figured out how to turn device notices onto her mobile SIMS #
• obviously no one is awake but me no twittering or facebook activity going on slept to much today!! #
• Earin' Mstard and Pretzels. Yummy #
• I am finally going to try and get some sleep. iHome take me away!! #
• has 3 days left till her birthday ugh!! awake again and thinking about her friends at Summer Cornet ad the process of getting her license #
• is up and has makeup done and curling hair! license day!! #
• going to take my written test wish me luck #
• feeling better after her nap going to relax with some light reading with a serial killer novel #

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• at the michael feldman show!! #
• Chilling out after What'Ya Know. Listen tomorrow on 89.9 KUAC. It rocked #
• xanax and waking up at 3 AM do not work! #

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• Tie dying new shirts for the Anderson Bluegrass Festival!! WOOOT! Staying in Clear till than!! #
• Glad i am not in the heat of Squarebanks! Had a wonderful halibut lasagna with white sauce that was to die fore! #
• Just one more day till the festival and what happens? I get a stomach bug… UGH #

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• Still house and dog sitting. Broke a foot this weekend… chilling out in the fires. It is not smokey as much as foggy!! #

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• I just assisted in the kegstands, I did NOT PARTICIPATE! I swear! The party was lovely & the people & the food!! & the dogs kept us warm #
• I sold the laptop. I will miss her a lot… But at least we are going to be ok financially! #
• Sitting here wondering why … I mean why are we bothering to care? #

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• I need to sell my laptop and get a job. I am so behind in rent and I just want to crawl in a hole and have my own pity party #
• Macbook for sale for 500 comes with Adobe CS4 and Office Mac 2008
  See my rings for sale on http://twistedsistah.com/
  Yes I am shameles … #

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OK So there I was .. at this vacant lot and there was bratwurst and hamburgers and cabbage salad and a keg of PBR. OH MY! And I was JUST ASSISTING in this Keg Stand for Grant…. support staff and all!

It was fun and Mike and I had a blast and I did not hit the golf ball once, but it was not for trying!

Fairbanks is the best place in the world! I love living in Alaska, thank GOD we have what we do!

I did not have meds to take so I am behind in taking them, but I think I will be ok today only, I will take my day meds as soon as I get home!

• FORBES SHOWER ROCKS…. DOUBLE SHOWER WITH MY MAN!! well one of my men… MY BEST FRIEND! SMMOOOOCHES ALL!!! #

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